That frustration makes complete sense — it really does feel like a cruel irony. Here's the thing though: the risk of suicidal thoughts from antidepressants is actually quite rare, and it's more commonly seen in people under 25, during early treatment, or when doses change.
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The Dr told me whem you are depressed you dont have the energy to take your life. When you are put on an antidepressants. You can have the energy to do it. That is why you have to be monitored.
This happened to me as I have a history of PTSD and had thoughts of taking my life . I discussed it with my doctor and kept tight with my doctor so if I did have sucide ideation I would let my doctor know. I also used the doctors and was very transparent in my treatment. I was on an antidepressant for years that could cause sucide ideation and I never once thought about it. I also prayed to the Lord as the depression was slowly killing me. I used the antidepressant as a crutch to walk with God. Sometimes we have to have a crutch until we can handle things on our own. This Lupus is no joke but my God is no one to triffle with. Jesus crushed him for us and through the Holy Spirit we can command Jesus to act on our behalf. I am praying for you. God bless.